I realize that I've been updating these day by day, and I guess it helps me somewhat.
I miss my friends.
Today was okay i suppose.
I had a science test over the piggly wiggly. :/
Didn't do too well. we have two weeks to go counting tomorrow!
Then i'm out for the summer, and then i'm getting a job. yes, a job. I know how serious am I?
Where at.... well of course the library! 'cause it's amazing, or maybe a bookstore, or even the Galiliean.
It just has to be shown through to me, but my friend above.

I witnessed a weird converstaion and it made me realize alot today.
That explains my mood.
So, what if I haven't been fed my word.?
Does that make me irrisponsible?
Am, i just the least mature of my speices... I'd like to think not.
Is there a person out there for me, I have faith and hope that he will come.
Where will I go to college, it's nearly end of my Sophmore year... shouldn't I be making checks daily to colleges to see if they will have me when I graduate.
You can never be to early?
do I want to go to Bethel?
What do I want to major in?
Ahh, the obserb questioning and the time and consideration located within these stated.

Their much more than words to me. Much much more than words, say one wrong thing and I must might eat you alive.
Let it fade.


and what's with the crying faces, can't I find another one.